Am i a good person?

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 A question that had been replayed thousand times on my mind,

Am i a good person?

Why is that question suddenly appear?

I don't have any answer for that too.

Well it's maybe because of the conflict that im facing this lately.


Questioning fate on why did you choose me to be fighting this hard.

Am i valuable to other?

Did i give my best to the world.

Suddenly all this question tend to be appear from a time to time.


Did my times is near to an end?

Should i leave every single things that i've worked so hard?


I don't know either.

All of this question came from my other self.


Still waiting for the time he can respawn to bring again this avatar.







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